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m s h i d a y a a a h '

the perfectly-imperfect gerl, who turns older every fourteen nov,
age:twenty two
status:happily attached

:: she absolutely loves ::
her one & only prince charming.



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Love can make you do things that you never thought possible -Phil Collins

Friday, July 31, 2009
no grudges, forget wat happened.


boooooooo! urrggghh im feeling super hungry rite now. but wat to do? from now on, blog will be unblock from 1-2pm. conquer our lunch time. damn it! keranamu bloggie, aku sanggup menahan kelaparan walaupun bau nasi lemak yg ku bekal dari ruma, dah pon menusuk hidung & memanggil2 ku. wakakakaa! hari ni perot gue cramp banget. fhm2 jek larh ye gfs. cant wait to go out wif nana-juliana ITE gf tiz weekend. need to pass her eyeliners which she ordered from my aunt. mkck promote avon beb. aku asik order eyeliner jek dari my aunt. smpai dier ckp, oii bulan lepas baru gak order, nk order lagi? bdk2 skrg... korg mkn celak ke? kekeke! since i always laku kn 'product eyeliner avon' larh kn, she gave me free compact powder. thanks ya! hehe, but i got my ZA compact alreadi liao. so im giving it to mummy instead. mummy, its all urs okeh? take it! =) besides giving nana eyeliner, we're gonna shop2, hehee best kn?kn? oohh, i wonder wat to buy. im stress ni dgn keadaan sekitar. nk gi holiday, mana mungkin. so shopping larh obatnye. beli accessories like black necklace wif nice pendants or bangles would be great! i dont reali like feminine kinda accessories. like silver2 or gold thingy. except for simple silver rings. wakaka!

saturday actuali kakfida wanna treat me & adeqnana to Singapore Zoo!!! but too bad, i've alreadi promised nana. i cant take back my words. IM THE PERSON WHO HOLD ON TO MY PROMISES. unlike sum1 out there. okeh enough bout dat. dont wanna talk bout it anyway. dat story, tell no one. must protect the person's identity so dat ppl wont tink bad bout the individual. oh wait, i've told no one, except for adeqnana. she noes ALL MY SECRETS. even the DEEPEST, DARKEST one.

before lunch, i kpo2 look2 ppls blog. saw tiz quote from cuzzie ayuni's blog. reading & knowing tiz gives me MOTIVATION in life & accepting everyting dat happened. im loving HIM more now. thanks ALLAH for giving me the guidance. Love you. =)

"Apabila kita bersedih ataupun tidak mendapat apa yang kita hajati, kita tetap
bersangka baik kepada Allah. Allah belum memberi apa yang kita minta bukan kerana dia tidak sayangkan kita, tetapi kerana masanya belum sesuai. Allah lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik buat kita."


" Walau apa sekalipun yang kita hadapi dalam hidup ini, kita tetap berasa syukur, terima kasih yang tidak terhingga kepada Allah, kerana Allah memberi peluang kepada kita menjadi manusia yang hidup di bumi. Apabila kita berasa sedih, kita masih berpeluang menenangkan hati dengan memandang lautan yang indah ciptaan Allah. Apabila kita berasa kecewa, kita masih boleh mendengar suara deru angin dan kicau burung yang seolah-olah sedang memujuk kita. "

wait.. ONE MORE, VERY IMPORTANT TO NOE.

Allah gives us challenges cos He knows we can handle it. Allah wants the best for us.but sometimes we're too oblivious to realise it.



Thursday, July 30, 2009
workaholic bebeh.

pheeeewwww! today was soooo tiring! bz wif many2 lots2 of work. opis sunyi sepi without the two fugly wani(s). missing them alreadi liao. received a total of THIRTEEN contracts today sia!!! maut!! brtambah larh keje.. pity wani for her HRSD contracts! da 100+ client ye kak? ciann... nanti i da tk bz, i tlg you handle ckit ehh.. i pon klau leh nk abeskn i nye CIPG client dulu. first priority utk abg joe you. kekeke! jeles ke?? naah, who wants ur joe.. he's a birdie to me. *yellow birdie who tries so hard to play badminton. onli me & waneh noes how it'll look like.. wahahhaa! today i'll be helping boss as usual, wif the hooha & westend feedback forms, emman wif the HRSD bookmarks to be sent to msia, rachel wif her EESI for circulation. damn it! its gonna be soooooo fcuking bz day & tiring one for me.

ystdy, nunu went to www.pictures-of-cats.com & dgn hapinye ckp there's tiz cat looks like me. burok seh! hahaha.. they all agreed dat it look like me. especially the eyes. coz i can make dat kind of 'eyes expression'. so, she printed dat kitty face for me to so called decorate my desk gaknye. den she got the idea of finding cat faces which is familiar to each & everyone of us. i mean, onli the malay gerls. so, everyone pasted their own kitty face on their workplace. i hate my kitty eyes & nose. so aku draw cm kucing aku pkai celak skt kn.. touch up skt hidong dier. & draw smiley face skt. hahaha!

stinking kitty face siaaa!!! hahahaha!

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

her weekdaysssssssss.

helooooooooooo ppl!! sorie didnt get the chance to blog nowadays. so damn bz wif ermm.. actuali laziness i think! wakakaka! well, for the whole of last week, im bz decorating stuffs for someone's bdae.. no idea lehh wat to buy, wat to write. tapi dgn penuh smangat kental & keyakinan yg cukop kuat, beta brjaya larh menghadapi segala liku2 kehidupan. huaaahahaha! mcm phm! so, last week was quite slack & fun.. went to suntec for exhibition on fri wif wani gaga. & wait, FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME. usually, i haf to go exhibition alone for other publications. tiz time 'eatme' special oii.. byk org turon.. but diff ppl diff shift dehh.. mine & wani is at 11-6pm while waneh & kj the crocky's is at 3-10pm. so, here's the pic we took during the exhibition. i'll upload more of tiz soon! =)


our designers- emman & kj crocky <3

hidayah,waneh & wani =)

ohh,wani bby dont cry.i'll wipe ur tears k.. ;D

hidayah LOVES her waneh & crocky!!

waneh,yaya,wani,ABG larry.wakaka!
yaya sebok jek.extra2! ;)


HANTU CINDY sebok jek menyelit pt blkg!
kte tk jempot pn amek brgmbar tau! grrr..




Saturday, July 18, 2009
my saturday.


today, was totally unprepared for anything. i mean, tk confirm nk kluar ngan sape.. everyone bz wif own stuff. got no fren to go out wif. supposingly, hang out wif ite gfs. but nana cant make it due to.. erm, i forget. kekeke! so she say maybe end of tiz mth or early nx mth den we mit up.. i try my luck, asking my 'history' bf out.. since da lamer gitu tk jmpe & bbual2.. but he say tiz wk he cant make it.. coz he's going to his dad house for a visit. sad! try asking the other guy fren.. he say he's not confirm since he gonna mit he's new fren mlm nanti.. so i dont wanna kinda rush him later.. juz ask him to rest at home since he's not feeling well.. asked jijah out, but she say she's too tired coz baru jek alek bugis & SERANGOON MKN THOSAI. haiyaaa.. so bored sehh.. so i've made up my mind to mit adeqnana & ayuni at cck instead.. dorg baru alek from arab class.

reached cck ard 1+.. we walk ard, finding some stuffs. da beli brg2, i follow them to masjid al-khair.. i cant join them in coz im wearing skirt.. damn it! so, i juz waited under the blk nearby, sit there, waiting3.. dgr lagu.. they plan to go 1 muslimah hair salon at gombak. we took the nearest bus stop & waited for bus.. by the time, its already 3+ going 4.. we still havent enjoy any lunch yet tau!! (if u're reading tiz) unlike org tu.. da kenyang like fat pig agaknye.. bez tk jln2 kt changi airport? wakakaka!!

we alight at bukit batok central, n mkn kfc dulu coz da lapar giler.. hehee! den took train, turon gombak.. carik punye carik.. tanye other shop owners where's the salon.. at last we saw it.. & it was like... watt???! tiz salon looks like mahal2 nye kind sehh.. siap ade makeup2 sume.. ade display foto gallery lagi.. i was like.. korg sure wanna go in & check it out?.. they agreed & uat muke slumber arh masok.. we look at the prices range.. okeh larh, certain treatment jek cm abit mahal.. for normal wash,cut & blow is $20-$25.. igtkn teros leh gunting on the spot.. skali kene uat appointment larhh.. sedih ehk korg(nana&ayuni).. tk kesmpaian hajat dihati.. hehehe,nvm larh, weekdays both of u can go k.. alaaa.. aku pon nk!!!!!!! hehehe! anyone interested to try out muslimah hair salon.. one of it is at gombak, bside mrt, shophouses.. salon name,'Miqradun'.. its closed on sundays & public holidays.. haf to make appointment first in case byk org.. btw, yg bgsnye.. dorg sediakn tpt solat skali.. so, smbil tunggu kwn or ur turn, tkt trlepas waktu ke kn.. bole solat kt sane.. =) oh && yarrr.. yesterday after work, waneh & i went 'makan syiok' at jurong west.. wanna buy char kuey bakar. so damn yummy!! den, we saw tiz.. wanna try go? =)


i fcuking forgot hows my weekdays~

weekdays: asian trade press pte ltd =)

yeaaa!! i've changed my work seat! art dept getting noisier indeed! kekeke.. fun jugak dok situ, tk larh boring sgt & like trpinggir gitu sorg2 dpn si giler lagi satu tuu.. friday wani gaga tune in imeem.. lepas satu, satu seh lagu kte play.. lagu mepek2 lak tuu, susa dtg punye.. first, lagu indon klakar from nurul ms wiki's folder straight to lagu ayam from jalil hamid! haha! den dangdut, hindustan, reggae, lemon tree, macarena.. hahaha! ni larh akibatnye klau da boring sgt ngan lagu2 yg pt radio, asik lagu samer jek hari2.. mama polly aka mkck siput gave us 1 pack of lollipops.. so, everyone get to enjoy the lollipop during work. i took cola flavour. nice! boring2 amek larh gmbar ckit.. pose2 ngan lollipop. 3 lollipops sewa from wani gaga yerr... hehehe!


so, below is my video.. introducing our art dept, colleagues.. most importantly my office desk & stuffs.. wakakaka! not much to show niwae.. =) ps: waneh stupid face comes first. damn it!



Tuesday, July 14, 2009
why do i tink of dat?

received call from a fren last nite.didnt expect him to call.was excited of coz. hahaa!wait2,i mean excited coz da lamer tk dgr kabar & joke wif him.well,kinda miss going out & spend time wif him actuali.but,schedule tk mengizinkn,so..tgk larh if got chances laen kali.i was like talking,keep smiling & laughing wen on the fone wif him.asked him if he got any ideas of bdae gifts.he suggested calvin klein perfume,but arrrhh..i'll consider bout dat.wakaka!den he started to ask me bout relationship thingy.bout the girl he's been contacting,in the end she's attached wif another guy.den he's like heartbroken & kinda hate the gerl.feels like she's toying wif his feelings or watsoever.i advice him on those things & try to cheer him up.hopefully he could move on well as time goes by.told him not to concentrate wif juz 1 person for now.he shld mix ard & make more frens.from there,he could choose which suits him best.so,tk larh kte saket2 hati or sedih if org yg kte harapkn tu,so called ,'tk balas cinta kte'kan?cehh3!mcm phm sak aku..haha! but dats the fact pe..i put myself as an example to him.i say,tgk cm i.. i sukekn 'blablabla',dier tahu, but till now like nothing is being improvised gitu.i dont wanna hurt myself,tkkn nk syok sendiri kn.so i haf to mix ard wif other guys too.tapi sume stakat kwn,n im not ready for any relationship yet although i do feel like having one. talk3,den trigt pulak psl last time i accompany him to hospital,to take mc, after watching adeqnana dikir comp at bishan.his temp was damn high & he look so sick.well,he looks cute wen he's sick though..wakaka!(flashback2 muke dier).if only i still haf dat cute pic of him,surely i upload.the checkup dat day,lamer seh.we went SGH & ask abg arep to fetch us and send him home.u see,i dont reali rmbr why we broke up.wat i clearly rmbr is bout gerl named magnah.haha!funny sia..but im the kind of person who forgives n forget.yea,so i totally forget wat happen last time,but wats impt to noe is,im in good terms wif him now.so,today's post is just bout him.the guy who has been wif me in the past,present & hopefully future(fren) too.wait2,why ehk i kinda sad wen i noe bout him & the new girl he's heartbroken wif?? ermm,im not too sure.well,tiz feelings would go anyway.always keep in mind,'klau da jodoh,tk kemane beb!' hahahaha!! tataaaaaaa..

Sunday, July 12, 2009
jurong point.

helooo.. tiz morning, kak shida called me & told me bout mendaki, sense got offer some short courses at very good prices.its held at jurong point from 12 -4pm. im interested to go & check it out.. ask mummy & adeqnana to tag along. kak shida & abg amy pick us up ard 1pm and off we go to jp. went to look out for healthcare course, clinic practise which i've been tinking to choose. but tkde seh, onli got service for aged ppl, i tink for old folks home thingy. i saw kak shida take 'Infant, Toddler Care & Dev course'. i thought of taking up the course together wif her but since i got no 'O' Levels, i must take the lower course then can upgrade further from there. a long step to go.. hmpf.. but its okeh dehh.. so, i took the 'Early Childhood Care & Dev' course. the course is bout 5 mths long. 2 days per week, wed & sat. wed 630pm-10pm, sat 2-5:30pm. starts on 26 aug till march 2010. aku TRPAKSE KORBANKN my SATURDAYS!!! arrrghhh!! but mummy & kakshida says its ok, onli for 5 months, for my own good to upgrade myself. in the course there wont be any exams, onli group/individual projects & assignments. BUT BUT BUT, at the end of the course, i'll be sent to any centres/sch for 7 days attachment!!! there will be an examinor who will see how i'll handle the class & teach the kids. im so damn fucking SCARED oiii!!! blom apape, im nervous alreadi! tkt tkle handle 1 class seh.. den haf to face the kids lagi.. MALU NYE AKU.. gigi klau straight tkpe gak! hahaha! abg amy suggest, i go & follow kak shida to sch & learn how she handle & teach the kids one day, before i go attachment. insyallah YAYA CAN DO IT! hehehe.. wish me good luck okeh frens?? =)

Saturday, July 11, 2009

okeh enough bout the anger moments.was browsing youtube.went searching for the song 'Nobody' by Wondergirls.cant find the english version which use to play on air.get to see the original korean song instead.well,tiz song makes me happy larh! pretty girls, good music & dance moves. check out the video.. hehe, the guy in toilet, SHITTING was damn funny sia.. but, i cant fcuking upload it!!! urrrghh.. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR... but i've upload the song here dehh..

visit tiz link to watch the video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMfWyWAtF7k

here's the song lyrics translated in english..wakaka!
ignore the talking part,dat guy go toilet daaa.. talk2, performance gonna start..
erm, i tink see video more FEEL larh.. =)

you know i still love u bby
and it'll nvr change
*i want nobody nobody but u (x2)
i dont like anybody else
if it's not u, i dont want it
i want nobody nobody nobody nobody

i dont like it but why u keep pushing me away?
u keep continuously not listen to wat im saying
why do u keep trying to send me to other guy?
how can u do tiz to me?

saying dat it's all for my sake
saying dat u're lacking in so many tings
juz stop it, u noe how i am
why do u keep insisting on tings dat i dont want?

repeat *

im good, im happy, i juz need u
i have nothing else i want
why are u telling me to meet another person & be happy?
there's no way i can be happy after leaving u
saying dat its all for my sake
saying dat u're lacking in so many tings
why dont u noe dat tiz is all nonsense?
how can i be happy without u?

repeat *

i dont want nobody body (x2)
if it's not u, if it's reali not u, i dont want it

repeat *

back to the days wen we were so young, wild & free
i want to go bck to wen everyting seemed like a dream
but why do u keep pushing me away?
why do u push me away?
i dont want nobody nobody nobody nobody but YOU!

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totally urrrrgghhh!!!


fuck larhh!!! so damn bored sial nari.. dgn pt ruma MEMEKAK! eh sial larh puas hati aku kluar siol dari dgr biseng2 pt ruma! aku pikir nk save duit utk belikn org brg & pikirkn every sat asik tkde pt ruma nye psl arh tu sebab aku tk kluar. igtkn okeh arh, peaceful arh pt ruma.. leh rilek2 aman dunia.. ni tk, kol 9 da kene bgn.. eh sial larh saturday jgn hrp arh nk kacau sleeping time aku.. nk gi bank bukak accounts nye psl, close one eye arh. den the whole time si bdk kenit mak aku jage, cuzzie aku, punye larh irritating! byk nah qn & DEGIL tknk dgr kate pulak tu! mak mara2.. the whole thing buat aku rase rimas pt ruma.. bile da gi bank, science centre sume, aku plan nk tdo, mls nk dgr biseng2. baru 1 jam tdo da kene kejot & mara psl tdo ptg.. peh binget! lagi bgs bukak MUSIC KUAT2 dlm bilik, blog & surf. hp pulak BODO, senyap jek. hp tk brsala pon aku gi lempar psl fed-up nye psl! niat hati nk lempar jauh2 smpai pecah,biar tkde hp teros.tapi tk smpai hati larh kan, nangis hp aku nanti. heee.

Saturday, July 4, 2009
fcuked up wif bloggie skin.

arrgghhhh my navigation buttons!!
technical prob!! someone help help help!!!
tkle jadi ni.. everyting seems fine in the template! cant figure out wats the REAL DAMN PROB!grrr.. haf to wait next mon.. need to ask wani to help me out in tiz..
klau tkle gak, haf to change blogskin larh nmpaknye!

waneh baboy gonna fetch me later..hehe!how sweeet! -_-
i got date wif her.. rite baby? mmmuuaaaahh.. puas hati arhh!!hahahahhaa! okeh deh, nk makan dulu! den siap2!den..whooooooooooooooshhhh!!
out she goesss!!


Friday, July 3, 2009
work den shop!! =)


today i woke up QUITE EARLY larh sehh!kekeke.. dun wanna be late anymore..1st july jek da kene -$4.hmpf!sedih gitu kans..today get to take bus 187 wif adeqku nana.she showed me the library book she borrowed.bout animals,plants & human.sounds childish,but actuali the contents are reali informative.lagi2 dlm bahase melayu beb..there's tiz bout penguins.the males will take care of the babies,while females go find food!ade lagi psl lalat larh lebah larh unta larh.. mcm2 hal!=)journey to bb not dat far..

reached my stop,alight from the bus.saw wani & julz waiting for 189 bus.took the bus & walk together2 to work wif them.oh yar,KJ the crocky & Emman was there too!finally, reached office kol 9:05.WAATT??!!9:05?!!uh-huh!9:05!yessa!!im not dat late!hehe,slalu nye smpai kol 9:15 or latest 9:30.psst!RULES:max time late for work is 9:15 ye.

my dear baboy,waneh was not feeling well today.so she's kind of quiet & not dat talkative.awww,i hate it man!cant disturb2 her.she took half day & went jurong polyclinic for mc.waneh baboy was suppose to go shop2 wif me after work!but i noe she LOVE me so much..so yar,she decided to tido jap after dat,mlm den mit me up.. COZ,she also wanna SHOP2!yela,bsok nk gi gig pe..nk lawa2 dpn abg jas..'JASNITA...'hahaha!ehem!aku pon..nk cuci mata bsok.maklumlah kte dua ni single,since tkde sape yg sudi larh kans.back to the topic,we kind of confused whether wanna go Cotton On @ Lot 1 or gi bugis..fikir2 alek, klau Cotton On,tk byk choice.unlike bugis,mcm2 ade..yeah2!im meeting my DUMBO MAMBO JUMBO later at j.e mrt,7:30pm,right after work!

i cant wait to see my fugly baboy. my promise to her..... 'one day,i will surely get to kiss u on the lips!' Hahahaha! ewww,digusting but we'll try k.. come on bby.. give me ur best! hahahahaha!
WAT THE FUCK WAS DAT??!


btw,juz cut my fringe.
at my fav salon,evolution hub.
a lil bit short.
not turning out as it shld be!
stupid china gerl.
U DESTROY MY HAIR!!!
okeh fine,i hate u.hmpf!