hidayaaahLOVEyouu..

counting daysssss!!

2010-12-28T16:17:00.002+08:00

this year christmas, stayed home and painted mummy's room. =.=' actuali thought of going out and haf fun with baby boy, but mummy insisted us to paint her room DAT DAY coz our engagement day is coming pretty soon and haf to be well-prepared. although it was pretty sucky, but the fun thing is dat baby got to hear my MEMEKAK-NESS for the very first time, i mean, dat happens wen i got REALI REALI REALI BORED AND HALF DEAD! hehehehe, so dat nite he slept over my crib coz it was raining so heavily out there.

the next day, adeqnana treat us SWENSENS, YEAYY!! went to jp wif mummy and baby boy as well. talked about many things and KEPT LAUGHING AT PPL, haha jahat ehk? hehehe..

this friday i wonder if i get to go countdown. URGGHH FAT HOPE!!!! the same reason all over again and again, year after year will be, "jgn,nanti ramai bangla,ramai org,nk balek susa,train n bus sume penuh,leceh.ddk ruma kn lagi bgs,tgk kt tv.leh rilek,mkn,gi toilet,baring.dabes countdown kt tv,teros leh tdo,tkya penat2 naek turon train n bus sume!klau gi countdown,pukol brape nk smpai ruma?uat org risau jek!" =_________________='

in dat case, dear boify, pls marry me ASAP so that i can haf the freedom to go anywhere n get home anytime, as long as u're wif me. k thanks! ahahahaha!

as for this weekends, im fully booked!!!!! haha!
sat, 1/01/11: hanim's engagement & family chalet + birthdays @ ecp
sun, 2/01/11: tashie's 6th birthday & nashirah's wedding @ golden landmark hotel

pretty excited for both days & simply haf NO FUCKING IDEAS of wat to wear!!
till then, bubbbbbbyyyyyyyyeeeeeeee!!! :DDDD

days with lovelies!!

2010-12-23T10:05:00.003+08:00

i've been busy with work for the whole last week and early tiz week, except for TODAY! hahaha, weekends has been GREAT! went for kenduri arwah at shikin's crib on sat and give a surprise birthday celebration for adeq nana's advance 21st birthday! gave her presents, abit short of money, so abit budget larh for her tiz yr.. juz bought her ferrero rochers, clips & bangle from forever 21, and shawl! shared those wif azeema and boify, hehehe..

the next day, went to geylang, 'KEDAI EMAS MING SENG TEPI TANGGA JOO CHIAT COMPLEX'!! hahaha! baby bought me our engagement ring! yippee its super duper sweet! only the two of us went there, dont wanna bring our mums larh, let us choose. hehee! bought white gold + gold ring wif diamonds in the middle. cost him ard 400 bucks. most expensive gifts i ever got from my bf! huhuhuhu! while waiting for them to engrave and adjusting the size of the ring, we went KARAOKE! its been a long time since we last karaoke-d together! had so much funn!! end my weekends with lots & lots & lots of fun and MUKA ADA SENYUUUUUUUUM!! :)))))

oh, mondays!!

2010-12-13T15:55:00.003+08:00

monday blues! dont feel like going to work today. mum didnt cook, so i brought nothing for lunch. nana's not here for work today, celebrating her fiance birthday at carousel. so here i am bored and alone. bought quarter pounder meal and ate wif ayu, huda, alia, dayana & new fren husni. well3, guess wat? he look like my ex, ha-ha-ha! rite now, he's sitting just one seat away from me.its kinda awkward. =.='

i cant wait,im meeting my baby love later!! weeee~ missing him alot! hehe, being so close yet so far aint dat easy! tiz is wat happen wen u go out either for holidays or norm outings wif family PLUS BOYFRIEND! haf to keep a few distance away! BO-RING!! im gonna hug my fat teddy bear tite2! oh u huggable chewable adorable stitchy bear of mine! :))

money, money, money!

2010-12-10T17:09:00.002+08:00

Tmr morning going jb wif family,baby and cuzzies! Im pretty excited coz baby sleeping over to my house tonite, yeayea!! we're going bugis after work to search for adeq nana's present first. i've no idea wat to buy her, perhaps a box wif stuffs like accessories,shawls and brooches maybe? going to check out the muslimah boutique later at arab street. damn, tiz mth im soooo broke!! birthdays10!! and christmas exchange gifts, company lunch, overdue bills! haiyo.. i've planned last mth wanna buy baby's engagement ring tiz 18th, but push forward to jan instead. haf to! luckily i've settled my outstanding bills. hopefully im able to put aside the balance photographer,make-up,food,cake,etc money for my engagement. cost me nearly $2k+ for everyting. wat i cant stop tinking about is dat, hopefully on dat day, my make-up wont be dat thick! i dont wanna look like an opera please. =.='

missing those days

2010-11-30T11:42:00.009+08:00

currently i'm waiting for diana's & wani's reply. argghh, how much i wanna get out from tiz place, bored like hell! asked my so called mentor if i can help them with anyting coz i've nothing to do. but they told me they'll give me when they haf. so, manager, boss, fellow colleagues or old aunty, if u happen to pass by my desk and caught me fb-ing, blogging or watsoever, get to noe y first, thank you.

yesterday nite after work dated waneh baboy. she's supposed to wait for me at the bus stop, but she waited at ESSO instead. stu-pig! so we decided to meet up at AREP'S blk instead. HA-HA-HA! the moment we saw each other we cant help it and hug sooooooo tight! as if it's been a year since we last met. =_=' hehehe, i cant control my tears wen i finally got to see and hug her. been missing her so damn much! we've gone thru so much together, shared our cries and laughter. despite all the misunderstandings we had, i STILL love her. as much as i love my own sister, seriously. i've nvr felt tiz way b4 towards my frens, even my bestfren! maybe coz im soo close wif her,till wen she quit atp, i felt sumthing missing.yes, the laughs, sharing stories & stupid stuffs we use to do together. leaving atp and far away from waneh, wani n nurul juz seems like taking away all those smiles from me, after 2 years being together. so, here's some memorable pics to share with you ppl. :)

nurul, me, waneh & wani (movie marathon at nurul's crib)

yaya goreng cucur!! brought by.. erm? lupe! waneh supervising!

haircut & highlight at jusco (jb)

webcam at atp! :)

waneh's briyani dinner treat at mufiz

a year later..

2010-11-29T16:53:00.007+08:00

dear diary,

it's been a year since i last updated! ohh,how much i miss the times i had wen i read back my posts. currently, im here feeling bored, nothing to do. missing ex-colleagues in atp. oh yea! i've left ATP since sept '10. juz feeling bored coz my 2 darlings not there anymore. so here i am, working in a law firm company, which i guess, BORING SHIT! coz, everything here doesnt bring out the excitement in me! missing my dear waneh, wani, nurul, kj, emman, tanya & birdy joe. the nicest colleagues EVER! love u guys sooo much! felt like hugging all of u rite now. :( well, life has to go on anyway. but, it'll always be kept deeeeeeep down inside, the sweetest memories.

last year i dated a guy on my 21st birthday, remember? after a few months of dating, he stole my heart! well, he already stole a part of my heart wen we first met. haha! okay stop it, he'll go kembang kuncup if he read tiz. right, BABY?! pfft, i hate telling him all tiz. his personality??! okay,he's an easy-going guy, fun to hang out with, caring, loving the most, understanding (at times though) oops, hehe! & lastly patient the opposite. ha-ha! but watever he may be, he will always be my first priority in life! he's my cat, my stitch, my grinch & my any other sweetest cutest thing on earth! good thing, we met, otherwise i guess i wont get this happiness. should see how fat i've grown! hahaha! i cant describe with words on how much i love this guy, seriously.he's a part of me now. my love, life & soul. he's the reason for me to keep breathing. BABY, this heart beats only for YOU! love u too much sayaaaaaaaaang!! *pretend hug* :)))

ps: we're getting engaged tiz 26th feb 2011! yeay!!

aku RIMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-30T20:53:00.001+08:00

nape larh org yg kte tknk, yg kte tk trcarik2 or trtunggu2, are ALWAYS THERE?! alamak, IRRITATING PE?!!!! eeeeeee, rimas Rimas RIMAS!!!!

my fourteen november 2009

2009-11-15T16:58:00.002+08:00

happy 21st bdae to me!

yeayea! haiyooooooo... my blog become dusty already liao! da lamer beta tk update ye... hehehe, sory my dear bloggie blog blog blog. =)

thanks again to all my colleagues, frens, family & cuzins out there! thanks fer the pastamania treats, bdae wishes & of coz PRESENTS! weeeeeeeee, yaya love presents! once a year gift marh.. susa dtg ohhhh... yesterday went for kenduri doa slamat at kak nora & abg ijat's crib. mummy & cik pinah cooked nasi briyani, since the doa slamat includes my name as well for my hari tua. after dat, met a new fren of mine.. went PS to watch 'Paranormal Activity'. it was quite scaaaary.. but for me, malay ghosts movie REALLY, STILL, freaked me out much more den any ghost movie! tk sangka he's the one yg cm lebih penakot den me! cute dehh see he's reaction.. after dat, went to far east to grab a bite, his treat. went to eat at sakura.. talked bout alot of things wif him dehh.. well, can say i get along well wif him.. i was shocked wen he told me dat he actuali participated in this year anugerah but onli get to go for the first round. =_= coz his captain dont allow him to continue, still ns marh... so, i told him to sing a song to judge how well he could sing. wakakaa! he shy2, but after forcing, he decided to sing happy birthday song for me.. =)) but, i request for malay version one.. he sang quite well arh.. i guess we haf to go cash studio one day to really2 hear he sing. hahaha! jahat ehk.. k larh, end my story here. wait2, last sentence... can? HE'S SOOOOOOOOO CUTE! =))))))))

lalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaa!

2009-10-02T16:38:00.003+08:00

alhamdulillah.. everyting was back to normal.we've clear things out.im soooooooo happy,yeay~ waneh called me to pantry & we started apologizing to each other.we both noe dat actuali we dont want anymore fights or misunderstandings btwn us EVER AGAIN.hopefully!hehe,hughug each other & cry2.chitola sebok jek trtanye2 wat happen wen he saw me & waneh brpeluk2 & nangis2 pt pantry.missh her badly actuali.biase larh,she's my one & only baboy.tiada penggantinye. wakakkaka!!jgn mara eh tua,abg gurau aje.wakakaka!! toodles~!

HAPPY HAPPY VERY THE HAPPY.

like it says.............
I'll be there for you every step of the FUCKING way.. hahahhaa!! tgk how waneh jln wen she say tiz.. kekek per video?! ahaha! XD

end tiz issue.stop being angry.

2009-10-01T15:00:00.003+08:00

sory,if the words dat i shoot to u caused u to be so fucked up.well,i can see dat in ur face.like u've said,these things wont end.yea,rite.coz we both think our own way & nothing can change dat.noe wat,im tired of tiz too.ur apologies are appreciated much wen u try to pacify me dat day.from the feeling dat i haf,we both could click very well.onli wen it comes to tiz.& hopefully u wont shoot the 'word' to me again,& we can close the issue.i accept wat u've said & hopefully u accept how i felt.

tried to approach u tiz morning in the pantry actuali,but u seem to avoid me instead & walked away.the purpose of me to blog everyting is juz to express everyting inside me.everyting yg lamer trsimpan dlm hati.sala ke?lagipon,its my blog,my say kn.i didnt expect u to use those 'fucking' words after u read wat i wrote.actuali I DONT FUCKING CARE if anyone out there were to call me a poser or wat larh.janjikn jgn kwn baek aku.& the person is YOU.imagine larh kn,sekali,dua kali, leh accept.if byk kali within 3 yrs,mane2 org pon tkle tahan.kn?oh yar,maybe we haf to reali2 talk bout tiz one day.in toilet cm dulu?i will approach u instead if u put on a smile.thank you.

ps: && i noe why u love the word 'fucking' sooo much.
its becoz u love saying... "every step of the FUCKING way" (with funny walking actions) =)

dari lubuk hatiku.cheyy! =)

2009-09-30T14:09:00.000+08:00

first of all,thanks fer reading my post.secondly,i still haf no idea the way u're tinking.as from wat i knew,u started shooting dat 'word' to me since our sch days.its true dat i've closed one eye & decided to accept it as a joke n try my best not to be sensitive wen u called me dat.years passed & u never changed.never stop.never try to put urself in my shoes.i guess i've been patient enough to face tiz & drag it till recently.coz i noe,i haf to put a stop to it one day,i dont wanna be called a 'poser' fer the years to come.

strangers.well,strangers wont noe who i am.i dont reveal my personality or whatsoever to them.they wont get the chance to noe about who i am,wat i love,how i behave IF any individual doesnt reveals anyting to them.i dont understand how could a close fren happily telling me wat he/she shares anyting bout me to a STRANGER,who i dont even noe dat well,or even talked much to.& dat 'sharing' story about who i am or watsoever,is somehow like 'condemn' ur own fren.loving dat music doesnt mean i have to be in the scene,go to gigs or be reali3 into it.different ppl,different ways.thanks fer bringing me to the gig dat day.unfortunately,i cant fit myself in dat situation.one time being there was enough,sory coz i juz dont reali like it.like for example,u dont like 'buah nangka',i cant force u to like or taste it kn?haha!its the same thing fer me larh.& regarding my image,even during sch days,i wore 'ladies' kinda look,u still call me poser.like,huh? wth..so,does it make any difference eventhough skrg i change my image?i mean,i wear wat i feel like wearing.everyting ikot mood,as long as im comfortable,i shop,wear & ready to go.

ps:hmm,im still wondering,from the eyes of a stranger,can u noe if dat person is reali a poser or they're reali2 in the scene?wahh,MAGIC arh if like dat!unless if ppl write info bout them on their foreheads larh kans.without anyone spreading out words,they can tink of it.one word,'COOOOOOOOOL'.

to my fellow frens.

2009-09-29T11:06:00.000+08:00

things are not getting better for me nowadays.many things are bothering me.can say dat im not dat happy like i use to be.well,do haf some conflicts going on wif frens,ppl ard me.despite dat,im so stressed up wif coming projects which i dont haf the idea on how to do it.cant tink seh.suddenly i miss my old bestie nana~ no conflicts wif her thru the almost 9 yrs frenship.she's the one who can reali click wif me dat well.unlike certain frens.i do love them,but sumhow they juz dont filter watever they're talking.nvr tink before they say.nvr noe how would ppl feel with those words.more than a yr,keep repeating the same old 'word' to me.padahal i nvr ever envy them & even help them wen they're in need.trust & love them more than i love my close cuzzie.but they keep saying tings dat hurt tiz loyal fren here.i've no more patience,seriously.sumhow i feel,its best for me to fade away.rather than being too close & they'll hurt me again,again & again.i do feel different,but wat to do.its for my own good.im hidayah,i do haf my own rights,personality & interests.no one could stop me from doing anyting or dressing the way i want.lastly,i tink,its better to be labelled as a poser,rather than being a loser in life.wen i mean loser in life,i bet my life are much more wonderful than urs.thank you.

ps: it takes time to reali forgive & forget everyting.

tolong aku!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-11T07:33:00.005+08:00

morning!!! today im so fcuking early to work! reached 7:18am oii.. tk pena2 seumur hidop begini siang. wakaka! all tiz coz i have to make up my working hours since every wed i haf to attend sch & leave work early. hm well actuali gerek jugak kluar pagi2, menikmati udara yg segar & also very relaxing coz tk ramai org & jln raye pon tk bz larh kans. security guard kt bwh pon i tink hairan, nape larh bdk ni dtg siang nah.. even the lift lobby lights wasnt switch on yet seh.. wen i went up & nk scan in, dlm ofis punye larh GELAP! aku ni da larh penakot, tapi eksyen jek step berani.. padahal2.. so currently, aku bukak lagu kuat2 thru speaker.. to avoid the silenceness in the ofis, all ALONE pulak tuu.. omg,hmmm, i tink like i heard soft whispers & bunyik bende2 jatuh, but arrrrrrgghhh dont want to fikir mcm2.. wani, waneh, nurul cepat larh korg dtg! teman akuuuuuu!!!! klau tk psl kene byr balek time ni, mmg aku da trpekik & lari kluar ofis ni....... ya allah, tlg aku!!! cepatkn larh time kol 9!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps: aku rase aku nk tukar lagu arh. im gonna bukak zikir or nasyid!!!!!! mummmy!!!!!!

mshidayaah's schedule XD

2009-09-03T13:46:00.007+08:00

heylo peeps! im feeling soooooo cold tiz few days. do u? plus, im down wif very bad flu. mum suggest me to take mc today, but i dont want to. klau ramai org mc, tk dtg keje nari, abes.. biseng arh boss. hopefully, he wont masok ofis nari. help me god, pls! reason? some work undone yet. still got 5 or more clients to chase. wani pls come in tmr kays. oh yar, today 2nd day cant fast. shared my food wif nurul in pantry. sweet larh kans, sharing2! =)

yesterday, met afif at j.e.. plan to break fast together kt banquet. sooo crowded i tell u. tkde tpt ddk seh. lucky its onli the 2 of us. so, bole selit2 larh kan, senang skt dpt tpt ddk. afif treat me carrot cake & bandung. sory, i cant finish up my food. stomachache. masok angin gaknye. abeh stomach cramp lagi. while i was enjoying my food, saw kj crocky wif her uncle. they look so alike! she bought kebab. 'i didnt noe biggest loser can eat kebab for dinner.should eat fruits!' i texted kj & tease her. hahaha!she's cute, love her sooo much! alrite, dunno wats more to type. here's my plans for now:

5th Sept: Out wif afif. Go raffles to pay course fee, straight to Geylang to buy his baju raye. wanna peep2 dendeng stall. see if dat ADAN still EXIST. ahahaha! XD

6th Sept: Dok ruma, KEMAS & slack!

7th Sept - 10 Sept: working. as usual. boring~

11th Sept: take half day leave on afternoon. meet nana(ite close peep), together2 cut & highlight hair. yeay~ straight meet iyah & break fast together. ^^

12th Sept: buat kuih ke MAK? MAAA? MUMMY?!!! are u there??? haha, okeh mepek.

i mish ya, i mish yaa..

2009-08-30T07:39:00.004+08:00

cyg isharib & adeqnana

morning ppl!! chey aku pagi2 da blog! tadi pas sahur complain to abah dat comp lagging & rosak wen i download new msn last nite.. baru nk chat ngan kwn baru seh. ade jek.. so, abah btolkn comp tiz morning & i was like excited to surf pagi2.. oh yar, i show adeqnana cite south park, psl britney tuu.. hahaa! si camel toes! kekek seh tgk.. look2 blog & trpranjat tgk nana nye blog.. she actuali uploaded our so called 'shooting' pics. *flashback2* how sweet! miss those days!!! 2007 dok! check it out ppl!

i've cancelled my friendster acc ppl.. saw my history shout out. not sure if he's feeling alrite or down.. it goes, 'tiz sept i'll be celebrating my bdae alone..' i feel sad for him.. if he wants, i could be there for him. but i noe he'll avoid me for certain reasons. the last bdae i celebrated wif him, still remember.. at ecp, we break fast there.. tepi pantai, mkn nasi ayam penyet.. fuuuhh, romantic per! hahaha! bought him oreo cheesecake, sit on the waterbreaker & talk2.. wrote our feelings & wishes in a piece of paper & put it in a glass tube.. threw the thing together in the sea.. last kiss was held there too.. memories, memories!! i try to put it all behind me, but seems so hard. first true love, hard to forget. da takdir, i haf to look in front & move on. btw, i mish dear fren afif alreadi! was wondering, whether he'll get the job he applied for.. walau ape pon, dont give up kays! jiayou3!! hugaa hugaa yihhaaa andre andre!! for zul fadhli, no more fights or misunderstandings. wah, hapi larh org tu dpt rest after 4 days pt hutan.. tk dpt mandi 4 hari ye awk?? cian.. ;D

k larh, i wanna continue sleep.. ltr haf to do spring cleaning in my room. SPRING CLEANING tau.. bkn winter cleaning.. haha! okeh mepek, aku tahu.. assalamualaikum!! ya habibi ya maulana ya buah kana! =)

slamat brpuase!! =)

2009-08-23T16:18:00.004+08:00

kwn2!! slamat brpuase ye! puase, jgn tk puase! solat lima waktu jgn lupe! wakaka, mcm phm jek aku.. yea, nari buka macaroni goreng! da lamer tk mkn macaroni.. im craving mcm2 bende everytime puase.. like roti kirai, dadih, nasi ambeng, charkueh bakar, kebab, burger ramly, bandung, chapati pon!!! tk puas seh mkn chapati dat time gi mustafa. & yea, i still havent found the perfume dat i want. damn it! (oops, perbualan jage..) tkpe2, type jek per.. hehehe!

yesterday, mit up adeqnana & ayuni at j.e mrt platform.. nk gi career fair pt suntec.. i applied jobs at hospitals like ttsh & cgh.. aku mati2 igt aku tgh fill up form sgh seh coz kte dpt form tu pon dari sgh booth. trpranjat rupe2nye sgh & cgh share booth. yg sgh, suro apply online. leceh seh, da larh form filling online sgh punye larh slalu problem! watever larh kans, submit jek larh cgh nye.. oh yar!!!!! sdg hidayah fill up cgh application form, guess who i saw???!!!!

ASHRI ZAINAL!!!!

he's soooooooooooooooo cute!!! dier tgh jln sbelah aku.. aku cm shocked & excited larh kan! aku ckp, ehhh.. ashri!!!! ashri zainal!!! den he turned to me, smile & say, yes? cute kau!! cair aku... he's soo near me at dat moment! senyuman & mata dier yg besar tuu, cute banget! aku smpai tkle continue tulis seh, all the way tgk dier.. tapi syg arh ehk, dier ngan gf dier i guess.. ape aje larh bulan puase pkai sexy2.. very short dress pulak tu.. biar larh, janji kn aku dpt jugak tgk ashri in real life! hehehee.. suke nyerrrrrrrrrrr... =)

gamesgamesgamesgames.com =)

2009-08-20T15:30:00.001+08:00

currently playing games during office hours.so sian at work today.well,since yesterday was sooo workaholic,today lek2,slack skt pt keje..had sop ayam & smbal kicap for lunch, brought food for wani too.smbal kicap was so pedas!obviously,requested dat from mummy.today after work,not sure if the plan is on.plan to go mustafa centre wif mummy & adeq.i wanna see if the perfume i want,is STILL out of stock or not. so anyone,if you guys saw Victoria's Secret(Pure Seduction/Dark Purple)please INFORM me!! ;D

game: MAGIC PEN -_-
all u haf to do is, draw shapes/objects dat could make the red ball hit the flag.

well, i drew the orange box & pink triangular shape.
next, haf to draw round ball, make it slide on the triangle, to move the red ball.
=)

another level... tiz one quite tough..

ni, aku da mls nk maen.. boring2, draw2 aje lerr..

geylang si paku geylang. GAY LANG! ;D

2009-08-14T21:46:00.005+08:00

okeh. tmr going out to geylang AGAIN. ni kali nk belikn abah baju raye.kaler either blue, black or grey.mine & adeqnana settled.mummy still dunno.pheww.. 3 weeks straight gi geylang jek. da beli baju raye pon! since bulan puase tk turon geylang lagi. too crowded, panas, nanti mengamok sendiri. gi pon if da turon geylang, alek lmbat, da tk larat nk solat terawih, rugi seh.. chey. haha!

from geylang, straight to tamp.got kenduri arwah pt ruma mkck lepas maghrib. err, i forgot wat bus to get to her home.& definitely i forgot wats her blk.& house unit num.hahaha! jmpe setahun skali per.. dtg raye jek seh.. nvm, add leh mintak sedare2 laen yg akn kesane ye. i guess jijah wont be coming. her bdae sunday but her bf keje on dat day. so she'll be celebrating wif him tmr instead. boring~

ohh yarrrr!!! tmr darling ku 'mas bayu & mas dennis' turon geylang!! ganteng banget dehh!! tapi their show kol 8pm seh julie ckp. abeh,yaya kene gi kenduri seh.. abeh,hati trluka seh.. tkpe larh, kte jmpe di mimpi jek k mas. hahaha! kt spore ade tk se-cute & se-ganteng dorg?? ade... tapi prangai like SHIT. hahaha!

blablaaaaaaaaaaaa..

2009-08-14T21:22:00.007+08:00

SUASANA DI:
ATP P/L
10 Bukit Batok Crescent
#09-xx The Spire
Singapore 658079

sadly.blog has been block back by the stupid IT Dept of ATP pte ltd. give our art dept 1001 reasons why they cant unblock blog,facebook or other networking sites. & amazing to noe that they themselves PLUS the sales dept CAN surf ANY WEBSITES at ANYTIME. for sales dept, reasons why they can haf all dat, especially MSN, is so that they could LIAISE wif CLIENTS easier. bullshit larh! whenever we walk pass their desk, we could see them happily chatting wif FRENS! samer gak ngan IT dept. imagine, they could surf anywhere for 24 hours. wherelse ART DEPT arent allowed & almost ALL networking has been blocked, only lunch time 1pm-2pm it'll be unblock, BUT tu pon not all websites. skrg ni, lunch time pon da tkle. reason???

UNREASONABLE FUCKING REASON FROM CHIT 'CHITOLAAA!!!':
if i UNBLOCK those websites for ART DEPT side, the sales dept on the other area CANT surf, it'll be block. we haf to buy 'dunnowat' license then can.

MLY GERLS SAYS:
let it be larh, they always can surf anytime wat. during lunch time our turn arh! good & fair enough wat..

STUPID CHITOLA SI MYANMARIAN!!!:
cannot larh.smile & walk away.

enough bout dat muke cam perogol bersiri itu.
meh jengok pantry kte.

waneh sebok.aku kate jgn sebok.degil.haha!

happy happy tiring tiring week. =)

2009-08-12T16:39:00.001+08:00

ppl!! yesterday i go swensen's again sehh!! oh mann,im gonna be FAT. need to exercise & burn again all tiz fat junkies.went to jp swensen's after work.meet afif at j.e mrt platform. he's late AGAIN!! waited him for half an hour. since yesterday was he's REAL BIRTHDAY,he go swensen to get the FREE icecream. wakaka.. but also ordered fries & chickens, his treat. stomach full, walk2 around for awhile & headed back home.took 187 bus from boonlay intrchge. cian dier, journey 1hr+ to reach his crib at woodlands blk 123. hahaha! funny blk num huh? reached home tired, watch anugerah.happy to see sarah aqilah menang!! wooohooo!! i support her.. i hate CHIRUL.menyampah.i hate chirul coz i hate chiko.hahaha! sum more he got like girl2 look & fat. hahaha! kuang ajar siak! ish3, tk baek.. peminat chirul jgn mara ye.. ini pendpt saye. my blog,my say marh. after watch tv,bathed,do prayers,text2 afif for awhile & straight to lala land.overall,im tired tiz week! arrrgghhh!!

greaaaaaaat!!

2009-08-11T13:26:00.007+08:00

SWENSEN'S~

yesterday was fun!! hang out wif afif at marina square.. half way, mit up wif jijah. she's bored at home, so we asked her to join us dehh.. for august babies, sorie yaya no time to buy present, so i treat afif & jijah swensens. afif trpranjat giler, coz all the way, i was like maen2 kn dier.. keep saying, u i nk u blanje i swensens, pastu pizza hut, pastu ben & jerry's k! i nk u blanje i mkn tpt sume yg mahal2.. hahaha! i was juz testing him jek. hey, im not dat type of gerl k, tk suke mintak2.. wakaka! so i dragged him to swensens no matter wat. by the time we look at the menu, i smiled to him & say, hehe, sbenarnye, i nk blanje u larh.. u guys should see his face at dat moment. well, a surprise for u mahh.. hehe! i LOVE SURPRISES.

oohhh, my FAVOURITE!!! yummyy!!!

first shot.i thought he's joining in.but,see!

okeh,2nd try.. not good enough!

better.but muke aku cm COPY PASTE JEK.hahaa

aug babies ganyots. haha!tgk arh tu lawa nah muke.
kening cm ziana zain.

after we've grab a bite, straight to bugis. planned to buy my 'purple' Victoria Secret's perfume. but DAMN IT!! out of stock! slalu gini tau.. dat time yaya nk beli pon dabes. hmpf! jijah bought tops. well, i want new tops too! but, tiz month & next month budget very tight. so, have to hold on first. sick & tired of the same old tshirts. blaaaghhh! i ABSOLUTELY DESPERATELY need NEW & MORE TOPS bebeh!!! =)

waiittt....... yesterday kan... mummy & adeqnana suro i eat tiz!!! cuba blg aku, cmne aku nk diet? hahahaha!

nana sebok enter frame.hate u dumbo!! =)

tgk arh muke nana.mummy mls nk lyn.

happy birthday singapore!!!

2009-08-09T13:47:00.011+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

okeh enough, today, tmr & the day after.. hidayah proudly presents you...
NATIONAL DAY SONGS in her BLOG. enjoy! ;D

YIPPEE YA YA YIPPEE YIPPEE YAI
(YIPPEE YAI!)
YIPPEE YA YA YIPPEE YIPPEE YAI
(YIPPEE YAI!)
YIPPEE YA YA YIPPEE YIPPEE YA YA YIPPEE YIPPEE YA YA YIPPEE YIPPEE YAI!
(YIPPEE YAI!)

oh wait, one more line EXCLUSIVELY for WANEH.
YAYAI !!
hahahaha! credits from 'Kung Pow' movie..

history

2009-08-07T22:40:00.004+08:00

juz now, was walking home wif wani at j.e intrchge..

&& i SAW HIM!!! nervous!! argghh!! im sweating all over & heart dug dag dug dag!

but of coz, i acted calm like nothing's happening.. dont wanna be too obvious.

sorie coz i left u during the past. i regret letting my loved one go..

but i noe its for our own good..

not bcoz misunderstanding but bcoz of our family..

i dont noe if i'll ever get sum1 special like u again, hopefully i will..

trying my best to erase u from my life & go on wif life..

thanks fer the memories..

give me motivation larhh deyy!!

2009-08-05T13:45:00.005+08:00

well3.. starting 3 aug, got new aim.. wanna lose weight! planned to lose 7kg if CAN. wakakaka! so now, im cutting down my meals. do some workout. klau leh atleast lose 2kg first okeh arh.. reali2 wish to look my best wen hari raya comes! wooohooo.. long hair, red highlights, slim body, gonna buy new grey lens too! chey3!! mcm phm! blom puase, nk raye.. kekeke, bkn ape, suke2 jek planning.

breakfast: plain water, 1 slice of bread wif fillings.
lunch: mum's cooking (as usual) small bowl of rice wif watsoever.
dinner: milk, fruits

wahahahaa! mummy tease me.. she says 'kau btol ke tk btol ni? aku nk tgk smpai bile kau leh brtahan.. hahaha! (mummy&adeqnana laugh) ohh, mencabar gue ehkk?? akan ku buktikn kebolehan & smangat kental ini! insyallah bole.. mesti mau yakin beb!

no grudges, forget wat happened.

2009-07-31T13:07:00.007+08:00

boooooooo! urrggghh im feeling super hungry rite now. but wat to do? from now on, blog will be unblock from 1-2pm. conquer our lunch time. damn it! keranamu bloggie, aku sanggup menahan kelaparan walaupun bau nasi lemak yg ku bekal dari ruma, dah pon menusuk hidung & memanggil2 ku. wakakakaa! hari ni perot gue cramp banget. fhm2 jek larh ye gfs. cant wait to go out wif nana-juliana ITE gf tiz weekend. need to pass her eyeliners which she ordered from my aunt. mkck promote avon beb. aku asik order eyeliner jek dari my aunt. smpai dier ckp, oii bulan lepas baru gak order, nk order lagi? bdk2 skrg... korg mkn celak ke? kekeke! since i always laku kn 'product eyeliner avon' larh kn, she gave me free compact powder. thanks ya! hehe, but i got my ZA compact alreadi liao. so im giving it to mummy instead. mummy, its all urs okeh? take it! =) besides giving nana eyeliner, we're gonna shop2, hehee best kn?kn? oohh, i wonder wat to buy. im stress ni dgn keadaan sekitar. nk gi holiday, mana mungkin. so shopping larh obatnye. beli accessories like black necklace wif nice pendants or bangles would be great! i dont reali like feminine kinda accessories. like silver2 or gold thingy. except for simple silver rings. wakaka!

saturday actuali kakfida wanna treat me & adeqnana to Singapore Zoo!!! but too bad, i've alreadi promised nana. i cant take back my words. IM THE PERSON WHO HOLD ON TO MY PROMISES. unlike sum1 out there. okeh enough bout dat. dont wanna talk bout it anyway. dat story, tell no one. must protect the person's identity so dat ppl wont tink bad bout the individual. oh wait, i've told no one, except for adeqnana. she noes ALL MY SECRETS. even the DEEPEST, DARKEST one.

before lunch, i kpo2 look2 ppls blog. saw tiz quote from cuzzie ayuni's blog. reading & knowing tiz gives me MOTIVATION in life & accepting everyting dat happened. im loving HIM more now. thanks ALLAH for giving me the guidance. Love you. =)

"Apabila kita bersedih ataupun tidak mendapat apa yang kita hajati, kita tetap bersangka baik kepada Allah. Allah belum memberi apa yang kita minta bukan kerana dia tidak sayangkan kita, tetapi kerana masanya belum sesuai. Allah lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik buat kita."

" Walau apa sekalipun yang kita hadapi dalam hidup ini, kita tetap berasa syukur, terima kasih yang tidak terhingga kepada Allah, kerana Allah memberi peluang kepada kita menjadi manusia yang hidup di bumi. Apabila kita berasa sedih, kita masih berpeluang menenangkan hati dengan memandang lautan yang indah ciptaan Allah. Apabila kita berasa kecewa, kita masih boleh mendengar suara deru angin dan kicau burung yang seolah-olah sedang memujuk kita. "

wait.. ONE MORE, VERY IMPORTANT TO NOE.

Allah gives us challenges cos He knows we can handle it. Allah wants the best for us.but sometimes we're too oblivious to realise it.

workaholic bebeh.

2009-07-30T14:13:00.004+08:00

pheeeewwww! today was soooo tiring! bz wif many2 lots2 of work. opis sunyi sepi without the two fugly wani(s). missing them alreadi liao. received a total of THIRTEEN contracts today sia!!! maut!! brtambah larh keje.. pity wani for her HRSD contracts! da 100+ client ye kak? ciann... nanti i da tk bz, i tlg you handle ckit ehh.. i pon klau leh nk abeskn i nye CIPG client dulu. first priority utk abg joe you. kekeke! jeles ke?? naah, who wants ur joe.. he's a birdie to me. *yellow birdie who tries so hard to play badminton. onli me & waneh noes how it'll look like.. wahahhaa! today i'll be helping boss as usual, wif the hooha & westend feedback forms, emman wif the HRSD bookmarks to be sent to msia, rachel wif her EESI for circulation. damn it! its gonna be soooooo fcuking bz day & tiring one for me.

ystdy, nunu went to www.pictures-of-cats.com & dgn hapinye ckp there's tiz cat looks like me. burok seh! hahaha.. they all agreed dat it look like me. especially the eyes. coz i can make dat kind of 'eyes expression'. so, she printed dat kitty face for me to so called decorate my desk gaknye. den she got the idea of finding cat faces which is familiar to each & everyone of us. i mean, onli the malay gerls. so, everyone pasted their own kitty face on their workplace. i hate my kitty eyes & nose. so aku draw cm kucing aku pkai celak skt kn.. touch up skt hidong dier. & draw smiley face skt. hahaha!

stinking kitty face siaaa!!! hahahaha!

my twentyfifth & twentysixth july '09.

2009-07-29T13:45:00.011+08:00

:: twentysixth july '09 ::

was waiting for someone to confirm wif me whether wanna go out or not. atlast planned cancelled since he's going out wif his frens instead. felt sad & tired & superlazy at the same time. mummy ask to try hang the curtains which we bought at geylang. damn! last min she ask me to go geylang & buy 1 more set. she suggested to ask afif for company. so, i texted afif & yeaay! he agreed to accompany yaya! thanks u! met him ard 4pm at j.e mrt as usual & off we go to paya lebar. first thing he request, 'u, i lapar giler, kte mkn dulu k?' hahaha.. okeh, went to barang2 mall & ate kfc. den go buy the curtain & walk2 tgk baju raye. recommended him some colours dat will suit him best. =) da penat jln2 i suggested we took bus 51 from geylang straight to j.e intrchge. so can talk2 & spend time longer. he always disturbs me in the bus, dat leads me to pinch him wherever i can. wakakaa! well, had fun going out wif him.. thanks llama for accompanying me! ;D && oh yar, in the train otw to geylang, i cant stop laughing wen i see tiz guy below. in my opinion, his hair, looks like ALEX the lion, in MADAGASCAR. hahaha! the black shirt wif pink & green stripes belong to afif. dier tolong cover2 ckit so tk obvious. =)

ps: i always call him llama coz he reali can make some faces like llama does. but, he'll onli dare do it in front of me. no one else. pemalu larh kn! hahaha!

:: twentyfifth july '09 ::

erm okeh larhh.. saturday went out wif mummy & adeqnana to geylang, survey2 baju raye & stuffs. end up beli langsir daa.. went to Darul-Arqam for asar & maghrib prayers. i LOVEE going there, ade aircon & the place peaceful banget gitu. not so crowded. after prayers, guess who i saw? ALIAS KADIR beb! hahaa, he was like looking at me. klau mummy tkde & if i were to meet him not at Darul-Arqam itself, i would haf approached him & say, 'ape kabar bang lias?' dgn lirikan mata yg menarik.. kening up down up down! hahaha! okeh fine, i still haf sifat malu okeh! =) from there straight to mr teh tarik to grab a bite since hjh maimunah restaurant food are finishing REAL SOON! how sad! -_- had my fav beef fried rice & bandung. alreadi 9+pm, straight went home. mummy slept in train. penat banget gaknye brjln ye. me & adeq keep laughing while listening to songs & trying to do dancesteps following the beat. wen i mention dancesteps, ours is the stupid funny kinda dance of coz. kekeke!

cute brooches founded. i simply LOVE the smiley sunflower, pink+yellow one. on the bottom right corner. hehe, colour kiddo sehh.. nvm, it means i still young in the heart. CHEY! ;D

2009-07-29T13:24:00.010+08:00

her weekdaysssssssss.

helooooooooooo ppl!! sorie didnt get the chance to blog nowadays. so damn bz wif ermm.. actuali laziness i think! wakakaka! well, for the whole of last week, im bz decorating stuffs for someone's bdae.. no idea lehh wat to buy, wat to write. tapi dgn penuh smangat kental & keyakinan yg cukop kuat, beta brjaya larh menghadapi segala liku2 kehidupan. huaaahahaha! mcm phm! so, last week was quite slack & fun.. went to suntec for exhibition on fri wif wani gaga. & wait, FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME. usually, i haf to go exhibition alone for other publications. tiz time 'eatme' special oii.. byk org turon.. but diff ppl diff shift dehh.. mine & wani is at 11-6pm while waneh & kj the crocky's is at 3-10pm. so, here's the pic we took during the exhibition. i'll upload more of tiz soon! =)

our designers- emman & kj crocky <3

hidayah,waneh & wani =)

ohh,wani bby dont cry.i'll wipe ur tears k.. ;D

hidayah LOVES her waneh & crocky!!

waneh,yaya,wani,ABG larry.wakaka!
yaya sebok jek.extra2! ;)

HANTU CINDY sebok jek menyelit pt blkg!
kte tk jempot pn amek brgmbar tau! grrr..

my saturday.

2009-07-18T23:49:00.005+08:00

today, was totally unprepared for anything. i mean, tk confirm nk kluar ngan sape.. everyone bz wif own stuff. got no fren to go out wif. supposingly, hang out wif ite gfs. but nana cant make it due to.. erm, i forget. kekeke! so she say maybe end of tiz mth or early nx mth den we mit up.. i try my luck, asking my 'history' bf out.. since da lamer gitu tk jmpe & bbual2.. but he say tiz wk he cant make it.. coz he's going to his dad house for a visit. sad! try asking the other guy fren.. he say he's not confirm since he gonna mit he's new fren mlm nanti.. so i dont wanna kinda rush him later.. juz ask him to rest at home since he's not feeling well.. asked jijah out, but she say she's too tired coz baru jek alek bugis & SERANGOON MKN THOSAI. haiyaaa.. so bored sehh.. so i've made up my mind to mit adeqnana & ayuni at cck instead.. dorg baru alek from arab class.

reached cck ard 1+.. we walk ard, finding some stuffs. da beli brg2, i follow them to masjid al-khair.. i cant join them in coz im wearing skirt.. damn it! so, i juz waited under the blk nearby, sit there, waiting3.. dgr lagu.. they plan to go 1 muslimah hair salon at gombak. we took the nearest bus stop & waited for bus.. by the time, its already 3+ going 4.. we still havent enjoy any lunch yet tau!! (if u're reading tiz) unlike org tu.. da kenyang like fat pig agaknye.. bez tk jln2 kt changi airport? wakakaka!!

we alight at bukit batok central, n mkn kfc dulu coz da lapar giler.. hehee! den took train, turon gombak.. carik punye carik.. tanye other shop owners where's the salon.. at last we saw it.. & it was like... watt???! tiz salon looks like mahal2 nye kind sehh.. siap ade makeup2 sume.. ade display foto gallery lagi.. i was like.. korg sure wanna go in & check it out?.. they agreed & uat muke slumber arh masok.. we look at the prices range.. okeh larh, certain treatment jek cm abit mahal.. for normal wash,cut & blow is $20-$25.. igtkn teros leh gunting on the spot.. skali kene uat appointment larhh.. sedih ehk korg(nana&ayuni).. tk kesmpaian hajat dihati.. hehehe,nvm larh, weekdays both of u can go k.. alaaa.. aku pon nk!!!!!!! hehehe! anyone interested to try out muslimah hair salon.. one of it is at gombak, bside mrt, shophouses.. salon name,'Miqradun'.. its closed on sundays & public holidays.. haf to make appointment first in case byk org.. btw, yg bgsnye.. dorg sediakn tpt solat skali.. so, smbil tunggu kwn or ur turn, tkt trlepas waktu ke kn.. bole solat kt sane.. =) oh && yarrr.. yesterday after work, waneh & i went 'makan syiok' at jurong west.. wanna buy char kuey bakar. so damn yummy!! den, we saw tiz.. wanna try go? =)

i fcuking forgot hows my weekdays~

2009-07-18T23:03:00.010+08:00

weekdays: asian trade press pte ltd =)

yeaaa!! i've changed my work seat! art dept getting noisier indeed! kekeke.. fun jugak dok situ, tk larh boring sgt & like trpinggir gitu sorg2 dpn si giler lagi satu tuu.. friday wani gaga tune in imeem.. lepas satu, satu seh lagu kte play.. lagu mepek2 lak tuu, susa dtg punye.. first, lagu indon klakar from nurul ms wiki's folder straight to lagu ayam from jalil hamid! haha! den dangdut, hindustan, reggae, lemon tree, macarena.. hahaha! ni larh akibatnye klau da boring sgt ngan lagu2 yg pt radio, asik lagu samer jek hari2.. mama polly aka mkck siput gave us 1 pack of lollipops.. so, everyone get to enjoy the lollipop during work. i took cola flavour. nice! boring2 amek larh gmbar ckit.. pose2 ngan lollipop. 3 lollipops sewa from wani gaga yerr... hehehe!

so, below is my video.. introducing our art dept, colleagues.. most importantly my office desk & stuffs.. wakakaka! not much to show niwae.. =) ps: waneh stupid face comes first. damn it!

why do i tink of dat?

2009-07-14T11:49:00.001+08:00

received call from a fren last nite.didnt expect him to call.was excited of coz. hahaa!wait2,i mean excited coz da lamer tk dgr kabar & joke wif him.well,kinda miss going out & spend time wif him actuali.but,schedule tk mengizinkn,so..tgk larh if got chances laen kali.i was like talking,keep smiling & laughing wen on the fone wif him.asked him if he got any ideas of bdae gifts.he suggested calvin klein perfume,but arrrhh..i'll consider bout dat.wakaka!den he started to ask me bout relationship thingy.bout the girl he's been contacting,in the end she's attached wif another guy.den he's like heartbroken & kinda hate the gerl.feels like she's toying wif his feelings or watsoever.i advice him on those things & try to cheer him up.hopefully he could move on well as time goes by.told him not to concentrate wif juz 1 person for now.he shld mix ard & make more frens.from there,he could choose which suits him best.so,tk larh kte saket2 hati or sedih if org yg kte harapkn tu,so called ,'tk balas cinta kte'kan?cehh3!mcm phm sak aku..haha! but dats the fact pe..i put myself as an example to him.i say,tgk cm i.. i sukekn 'blablabla',dier tahu, but till now like nothing is being improvised gitu.i dont wanna hurt myself,tkkn nk syok sendiri kn.so i haf to mix ard wif other guys too.tapi sume stakat kwn,n im not ready for any relationship yet although i do feel like having one. talk3,den trigt pulak psl last time i accompany him to hospital,to take mc, after watching adeqnana dikir comp at bishan.his temp was damn high & he look so sick.well,he looks cute wen he's sick though..wakaka!(flashback2 muke dier).if only i still haf dat cute pic of him,surely i upload.the checkup dat day,lamer seh.we went SGH & ask abg arep to fetch us and send him home.u see,i dont reali rmbr why we broke up.wat i clearly rmbr is bout gerl named magnah.haha!funny sia..but im the kind of person who forgives n forget.yea,so i totally forget wat happen last time,but wats impt to noe is,im in good terms wif him now.so,today's post is just bout him.the guy who has been wif me in the past,present & hopefully future(fren) too.wait2,why ehk i kinda sad wen i noe bout him & the new girl he's heartbroken wif?? ermm,im not too sure.well,tiz feelings would go anyway.always keep in mind,'klau da jodoh,tk kemane beb!' hahahaha!! tataaaaaaa..

jurong point.

2009-07-12T20:50:00.005+08:00

helooo.. tiz morning, kak shida called me & told me bout mendaki, sense got offer some short courses at very good prices.its held at jurong point from 12 -4pm. im interested to go & check it out.. ask mummy & adeqnana to tag along. kak shida & abg amy pick us up ard 1pm and off we go to jp. went to look out for healthcare course, clinic practise which i've been tinking to choose. but tkde seh, onli got service for aged ppl, i tink for old folks home thingy. i saw kak shida take 'Infant, Toddler Care & Dev course'. i thought of taking up the course together wif her but since i got no 'O' Levels, i must take the lower course then can upgrade further from there. a long step to go.. hmpf.. but its okeh dehh.. so, i took the 'Early Childhood Care & Dev' course. the course is bout 5 mths long. 2 days per week, wed & sat. wed 630pm-10pm, sat 2-5:30pm. starts on 26 aug till march 2010. aku TRPAKSE KORBANKN my SATURDAYS!!! arrrghhh!! but mummy & kakshida says its ok, onli for 5 months, for my own good to upgrade myself. in the course there wont be any exams, onli group/individual projects & assignments. BUT BUT BUT, at the end of the course, i'll be sent to any centres/sch for 7 days attachment!!! there will be an examinor who will see how i'll handle the class & teach the kids. im so damn fucking SCARED oiii!!! blom apape, im nervous alreadi! tkt tkle handle 1 class seh.. den haf to face the kids lagi.. MALU NYE AKU.. gigi klau straight tkpe gak! hahaha! abg amy suggest, i go & follow kak shida to sch & learn how she handle & teach the kids one day, before i go attachment. insyallah YAYA CAN DO IT! hehehe.. wish me good luck okeh frens?? =)

2009-07-11T17:51:00.011+08:00

okeh enough bout the anger moments.was browsing youtube.went searching for the song 'Nobody' by Wondergirls.cant find the english version which use to play on air.get to see the original korean song instead.well,tiz song makes me happy larh! pretty girls, good music & dance moves. check out the video.. hehe, the guy in toilet, SHITTING was damn funny sia.. but, i cant fcuking upload it!!! urrrghh.. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR... but i've upload the song here dehh..

visit tiz link to watch the video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMfWyWAtF7k

here's the song lyrics translated in english..wakaka!
ignore the talking part,dat guy go toilet daaa.. talk2, performance gonna start..
erm, i tink see video more FEEL larh.. =)

you know i still love u bby
and it'll nvr change
*i want nobody nobody but u (x2)
i dont like anybody else
if it's not u, i dont want it
i want nobody nobody nobody nobody

i dont like it but why u keep pushing me away?
u keep continuously not listen to wat im saying
why do u keep trying to send me to other guy?
how can u do tiz to me?

saying dat it's all for my sake
saying dat u're lacking in so many tings
juz stop it, u noe how i am
why do u keep insisting on tings dat i dont want?

repeat *

im good, im happy, i juz need u
i have nothing else i want
why are u telling me to meet another person & be happy?
there's no way i can be happy after leaving u
saying dat its all for my sake
saying dat u're lacking in so many tings
why dont u noe dat tiz is all nonsense?
how can i be happy without u?

repeat *

i dont want nobody body (x2)
if it's not u, if it's reali not u, i dont want it

repeat *

back to the days wen we were so young, wild & free
i want to go bck to wen everyting seemed like a dream
but why do u keep pushing me away?
why do u push me away?
i dont want nobody nobody nobody nobody but YOU!

totally urrrrgghhh!!!

2009-07-11T15:35:00.004+08:00

fuck larhh!!! so damn bored sial nari.. dgn pt ruma MEMEKAK! eh sial larh puas hati aku kluar siol dari dgr biseng2 pt ruma! aku pikir nk save duit utk belikn org brg & pikirkn every sat asik tkde pt ruma nye psl arh tu sebab aku tk kluar. igtkn okeh arh, peaceful arh pt ruma.. leh rilek2 aman dunia.. ni tk, kol 9 da kene bgn.. eh sial larh saturday jgn hrp arh nk kacau sleeping time aku.. nk gi bank bukak accounts nye psl, close one eye arh. den the whole time si bdk kenit mak aku jage, cuzzie aku, punye larh irritating! byk nah qn & DEGIL tknk dgr kate pulak tu! mak mara2.. the whole thing buat aku rase rimas pt ruma.. bile da gi bank, science centre sume, aku plan nk tdo, mls nk dgr biseng2. baru 1 jam tdo da kene kejot & mara psl tdo ptg.. peh binget! lagi bgs bukak MUSIC KUAT2 dlm bilik, blog & surf. hp pulak BODO, senyap jek. hp tk brsala pon aku gi lempar psl fed-up nye psl! niat hati nk lempar jauh2 smpai pecah,biar tkde hp teros.tapi tk smpai hati larh kan, nangis hp aku nanti. heee.

fcuked up wif bloggie skin.

2009-07-04T12:43:00.008+08:00

arrgghhhh my navigation buttons!!
technical prob!! someone help help help!!!
tkle jadi ni.. everyting seems fine in the template! cant figure out wats the REAL DAMN PROB!grrr.. haf to wait next mon.. need to ask wani to help me out in tiz..
klau tkle gak, haf to change blogskin larh nmpaknye!

waneh baboy gonna fetch me later..hehe!how sweeet! -_-
i got date wif her.. rite baby? mmmuuaaaahh.. puas hati arhh!!hahahahhaa! okeh deh, nk makan dulu! den siap2!den..whooooooooooooooshhhh!!
out she goesss!!

work den shop!! =)

2009-07-03T17:16:00.004+08:00

today i woke up QUITE EARLY larh sehh!kekeke.. dun wanna be late anymore..1st july jek da kene -$4.hmpf!sedih gitu kans..today get to take bus 187 wif adeqku nana.she showed me the library book she borrowed.bout animals,plants & human.sounds childish,but actuali the contents are reali informative.lagi2 dlm bahase melayu beb..there's tiz bout penguins.the males will take care of the babies,while females go find food!ade lagi psl lalat larh lebah larh unta larh.. mcm2 hal!=)journey to bb not dat far..

reached my stop,alight from the bus.saw wani & julz waiting for 189 bus.took the bus & walk together2 to work wif them.oh yar,KJ the crocky & Emman was there too!finally, reached office kol 9:05.WAATT??!!9:05?!!uh-huh!9:05!yessa!!im not dat late!hehe,slalu nye smpai kol 9:15 or latest 9:30.psst!RULES:max time late for work is 9:15 ye.

my dear baboy,waneh was not feeling well today.so she's kind of quiet & not dat talkative.awww,i hate it man!cant disturb2 her.she took half day & went jurong polyclinic for mc.waneh baboy was suppose to go shop2 wif me after work!but i noe she LOVE me so much..so yar,she decided to tido jap after dat,mlm den mit me up.. COZ,she also wanna SHOP2!yela,bsok nk gi gig pe..nk lawa2 dpn abg jas..'JASNITA...'hahaha!ehem!aku pon..nk cuci mata bsok.maklumlah kte dua ni single,since tkde sape yg sudi larh kans.back to the topic,we kind of confused whether wanna go Cotton On @ Lot 1 or gi bugis..fikir2 alek, klau Cotton On,tk byk choice.unlike bugis,mcm2 ade..yeah2!im meeting my DUMBO MAMBO JUMBO later at j.e mrt,7:30pm,right after work!

i cant wait to see my fugly baboy. my promise to her..... 'one day,i will surely get to kiss u on the lips!' Hahahaha! ewww,digusting but we'll try k.. come on bby.. give me ur best! hahahahaha!
WAT THE FUCK WAS DAT??!

btw,juz cut my fringe.
at my fav salon,evolution hub.
a lil bit short.
not turning out as it shld be!
stupid china gerl.
U DESTROY MY HAIR!!!
okeh fine,i hate u.hmpf!

wen the heart cries out.

2009-06-30T13:05:00.006+08:00

juz randomly.

last nite hasnt been good.cant get to sleep. keep tinking bout wat i reali want. have been waiting for him.. i myself dun understand wats wif me.. i like him? had a crush on him? love him? nahh, all tiz is juz too soon.. i noe, i dun wanna rush tings too.. i cant keep all tiz feelings to myself anymore, i reali haf to let him noe.. well, yeah i did let it out & confessed to him everyting. sorie for being so straightforward wif u.. didnt want to actuali.. i noe we cant rush things & we'll juz go wif the flow like u've said.. thanks for giving me all the strength to move on after i ended my rship wif him.. u're such a nice guy, a very special one indeed for me.. sumting bout u attracts me.. i tink almost everting bout u! like u've said b4,i dont reali noe u dat well.but im willing to wait,to reali get to noe u.. so, yeah.. i'll juz keep waiting n cried myself to sleep...

ps: my dear waneh,didnt noe u're in the same situation as me.. haha!sounds funny wen u told me,u CRIED too last nite!kte dua samer larh kan.. we dont understand y we're crying like hell.we like?crush?or love them? dunno lehh.. hehehe.. *hugs for u*

east coast beach.

2009-06-28T15:49:00.012+08:00

yesterday was fun!! got surprise bdae party for our cuzin, kak shida.. morning2 wake up at 8.. was supposed to bgn kol 730, but overslept.. siap2, kol 940 den kluar ruma, mit cuzie gue, si wak dol, kekeke.. mit him kt jurong east mrt.. mummy, cik pinah & kak fida plan to go there naek kereta.. abg arep nk anta dorg.. mak2 larh kn, mls nk naek train..

halfway in the train, mummy called & say change plan.. our pkck yg tgl tamp, juz pass away.. i was like so damn shock at dat moment! yela, tgh hapi2 nk gi ecp, da otw lagi, tiba2 got tiz sad news.. i say to mummy i wanna go.. but den tkt tk sempat coz confirm kebumikn after zohor.. some more im not wearing long jeans seh.. tkkn nk gi melawat dgn pkai sluar pendek gitu kn.. tk sopan seh.. so, reached ecp ard 10+.. smpai jek, aku n wak dol pon mkn arh.. got satay, spaghetti, nasi goreng, etc.. pagi2 org sume blom smpai.. so, kak yan ask us to sewa basikal.. hehehe, naek basikal non-stop hits for two hours.. ouch! pain in the butt man! hehehe, nvm, good exercise! wakakaka..onli me, wak dol, nana, aniq & syasya jek maen basikal.. seri tgh enjoy baring2, dgr lagu jiwang, berangan gaknye.. hehehe!

da ptg ckit, after melawat my pkck who pass away, baru my other cuzies, aunts & mummy poko pants dtg.. onli my dear adeqnana tk dpt dtg coz she got arab class.. awww, i feel sad for u my lil pighead.. wakaakkaa! erm, pics not taken in my hp dehh.. sume pt camera nana.. so, nana andrew! do upload our photos k! jgn muke burok aku tau! klau tk, kak letak ur pic yg rambot trbelah tgh.. HEHEHEE! jahat ehk aku..

nana hurt her leg, cannot continue cycling..
cian wak dol kene cycle all the way..

my dear nana andrew & si wak dol..

no time to blog :(

2009-06-28T14:13:00.010+08:00

weekdays at work.

atlast, mission accomplished! dpt gak abeskn hrsd listings tu.. so, my days at work for tiz week ade slack skt.. hehee! not much tings to do.. nk blog, blog da kene block! mcm siak kn? geram3.. since tkle blog, i only get to edit pic.. tu pon tk dpt edit byk.. other den dat, i surf net, read & find out more about photography. reali want seh to own 1 digital camera specially for practise on how to take good pictures.. gonna make photography one of my pastime.. mmg da lamer plan bout tiz cume didnt own dat type of camera, smangat tu patah skt arh.. gonna save money & hopefully get the chance to buy 1 one day.. insyallah.. need help from ppl around me bout getting a gd camera & at cheap price.. any recommendations?

my dream camera.. heees! ;D

heheh.. dat day gi keje, i brought 5 types of fake teeth.. wani nk tgk & try2 pkai.. kt keje ape lagi, dier pkai arh tu gigi.. waneh pon join skali.. muke cm planet of the apes seh! ahahhaaa! damn funny! den kte plan arh naek bus from work to bukit batok intrchge wearing dat teeth.. wahh, btol nye attract attention seh tu gigi! sume org tgk.. aku da cover2 mulot since gigi yg aku pkai cm trkluar gitu & uat mulot aku tkle tutop.. da mcm hantu gigi siol!! mat2 dok pt intrchge pon da tunjok2 n ketawe2 one corner tgkkn aku n wani jln ngan tu gigi.. hahhaa! uat pe nk malu kn, bknnye dorg kenal, jmpe hanya skali pe.. hehehe! dats wat i always say larh.. :) second day, pkai lagi tu gigi naek bus from tpt keje, ni kali waneh pon join skali.. sumpah burok sial muke kite! like nurul say, da mcm mkck2 jual ikan pulak pt geylang.. kuang aja btol! ahahhaa! tgh pkai tu gigi, ade pulak mat CUTE ni naek bus.. aku pikir bdk phillipines, so aku senyum ngan dier dgn gigi tu.. tk rase malu larh kn.. skali check2, bsoknye nurul ckp dier melayu larh sehh! hahahaha! paiseh bile trigt balek.. burok sak aku..

so, skrg im gonna show u guys a stupid funny ugly video of mine pkai tu gigi.. kk, take note ehk, beli larh yg original tkmo cetak rompak k! aku tkkn upload ni video kt youtube ke mane2 except in my own blog.. specially for my dear peeps to see.. kekeke! enjoy!!

me, waneh(planet of the apes), nurul & wani..

fun day.

2009-06-22T16:16:00.018+08:00

sunday/21st.

follow mummy,abah,aunt & uncle to jemputan kawin. got 2 places,1 is my aunt's bezfrens' place,another sedare mummy side. both daerah jurong east jek.abah bwk van & bring us there.its been a long time seh tk ikot dorg gi jemputan.kekeke! so, we reached aunty frens' place ard 12+..kendarat nye sume boi.. cute2 banget dehh! cuci mata larh aku,maklum larh single kn..maseh bole look2,smile2.. 1 of the dishes i took is ayam masak merah,my all time FAV!tapi syg, nk jage image keperempuanan dpn mat2 tu.. trpkse larh ayam ku tkle ku nikmati & gigit2 tulangnye hingga hancur.waakaka!dlm hati da ckp, hai ayam, klau skrg aku tgh mkn kau pt ruma,abes kau aku keje2kn.. dabes mkn,kak fida & kak norliza family came. alahai cutenye anak2 sedare aku!! da lamer tk jmpe,ni larh masenye aku cium & pelok puas2..especially isharib,the cutest & naughtiest among all. after dat,proceed to the 2nd place.ate onli satay coz da full mkn nasi earlier.. the deco was quite cool.a bit gothic or can i say mix wif java style. black & red curtains,bamboos,traditional instruments & everyone involved was wearing java style.

saw jijah & her mum,kak ina & kak ijah family.but my larling was not there. kinda miss him dehh. but nvm,let the past go..chatted wif them for awhile & make our way home. while we're on our way home in the van,suprisingly,we saw my nenek,aunts&uncles,anak sedare(abah's side) who was at the traffic light wanna cross the road.they kind of shock coz didnt expect us to see them there.another surprise was, saw abah's sis & her husband from msia there too!well,obviously they're trying to hide it from us(my family,aunt's family&etc) well,we do haf conflicts a few years back.so...yea... parents nye hal,bdk2 mls nk amek tahu. so mummy & aunt slumber jek tanye where they're going. dorg sume nk gi ruma baru cik idah & uncle nazri.so everybody went inside the van & off we go to 'pengantin baru' place.kekeke!

well,wen we're all sitting & chit-chatting,suddenly the atmosphere brings my memory back to the old times,where dulu wen im small,we always haf these kind of gathering.i & adeqnana use to be so damn rapat wif 1 of my aunt yg jage kte since small.but sadly wen im pri 6,she got married & after dat we're like so called separated dgn tiba2.i feel SO SAD & felt like crying wen i look at her,coz till now,i feel like hugging her & says dat i misses her & love her so much.imagine,separated wif ur loved ones whose been SO CLOSE to u,laughs & take care of u wen u're at nenek's house.from 2000 to 2009 i felt dat i lost her.further more, her husband(use to be my dad's close fren) got conflict ngan my abah few years back.so,they like dont wanna mit.once a yr pon susa nk jmpe,even hari raye.lucky i got cik idah,the only one im close wif now. yesterday, cik idah gave me a make-up set, juz like wani gaga's one which she ordered online. also,some long skirts for my adeq plus few vcds which she said she alreadi had one for each.ard 3+ reached home,had a long chit-chat wif mummy & adeq in mummy's room, wif aircon on.&& suddenly im in lala land till 6+. hehe!

twenty/june.

saturday evening, went to Jurong Point wif adeq nana to buy wani gaga's bdae present.. bought 1 dress for my dear adeq & present for wani too! i want a pair of nike or adidas slipper but no colour & design yg attracts me..hmpf! so,as we were window shopping,we saw tiz..

ape lagi, me & adeq pon kpo2 arh nk tgk.. the cats were so damn CUTE!!! geram tau.. cam nk cubit2 & sepak2 psl trlampau cute sgt! kekeke, watch out NACHO(nurul's cat) if i see u.. so, here's some photo of cute kitties which i took..

the last smoky kitty was CUTE! muke penyek wif big eyes! feel like slapping! wooohooo!

& proudly we present to u... NACHO!! & COMEL jenguk di blkg.. wakakka!

friday after work.

2009-06-22T11:19:00.004+08:00

nineteen/june/two-00-nine.

im on half day leave.went to bugis, intend to buy bag & shoes.. but ended up buying bracelet instead! wakakka! den there’s tiz guy who gave some sort of flyers arh.. he’s from California Fitness. blkg paper tu got scratch & win. so, i & jijah scratch larh to find out wat we got.. jijah got ‘1 Special Gift’… aku dpt……….. ‘1 free kick-fit session (worth $95).. & i was like WATTT??! nk bahase kn aku ke suroh exercise??! wakakakaka! den kte dua sengaje lagi arh jln pass guy tu & dier kasi lagi paper tu.. kte scratch lagi.. & AGAIN.. jijah got the gift, I got the KICK-FIT SESSION!!! jijah da ketawe rabak.. coz, wen aku scratch the 2nd time, aku ckp… ni klau aku dpt kick-fit lagi, dorg mmg arh nk suro aku kuruskn badan! hahahaha! so, kte igt free gift tu cm mane nye special arh.we approach the guy & tunjokkn paper tu.. den dier ckp, its only a pen sia, u sure want it? y not I give u guys the kick-fit session?more worth it.. u wanna see around our gym? later u mit me here at 4. dat time kol 3:30.. jijah cm mls n tknk tunggu.. tapi aku degil, mati2 nk look ard pt gym tu. so, we waited till 4. & the guy bring us to the place & show ard the equipment & available classes there. dier ckp we can enjoy 1 week free admission to the gym from the day itself. so, tu yg attract aku actuali.. den dier kasi kte free analysis of cm brape byk body fats,muscle mass tu sume for each of us. aku nye result.. mak oii.. sedih sak.. tkya aku mention k.. waakakka! bual nye bual member pon try nk tarik kte join membership.. brape kali kita menolak, tapi he’s trying so hard to persuade. 1 yr payment, $751.. utk org kaya raya, bole larh kn.. u noe,kte trpkse dgr kn explanation dier fer 1 hour seh! kte da larh bkn slalu gi gym, abe nk kene fork out gitu nye byk.. tkpe larh ehk, kirim slm suda.. atlast tolak nye tolak,tepis punye tepis dgn seribu satu alasan, dier pon give up persuade kte.. kekeke..

after dat, go town.. gi far east, beli kasut converse!! yeayea!! atlast got the shoe as I wanted!! walk ard & waited fer adeqnana yg baru alek skola.. lamer seh nana.. kol 7:15 baru smpai.. went to masjid first.. nana nk solat maghrib dulu, den proceed to lucky plaza to grab a bite!!! biase gak, nasi ayam penyet ria lerrrr.. da brape lamer tk mkn dkt itu tpt horrr.. we enjoyed the day since da LAMER banget kte 3 tk hang out & had fun together! sejak2 aku ade boifren kn, susa nk kluar & spend time ngan dorg.. sorie gerls! But now im SINGLE!! i haf more den enough time fer u guys!!
Love both of u LOTS!! *hugs*

good times together.

my treat for my loved ones :)

muke aku evil!!

saaayang nana & jijah ku :)

ITS MY BLOG, ITS MY SAY OKEH.

2009-06-22T10:19:00.005+08:00

tuesday – friday
16/june/2009 till 19/june/2009.

tuesday morning was the most @%!#&$#! morning fer me! I was so frustrated wif my stupid HEELS! It took me 10-15 mins to actuali make the strip hooked! Aaarghh, kasut punye psl bole mendtgkn kemarahan seh.. kemarahan yg meluap2 arh senang kate. Smpai mummy poko pants have to calm me down & suroh mengucap! Haha, sounds funi.. coz I was blabbering & maki2 all the way pagi2 buta, yela sape yg tk binget kn, da siap lawa2(cehh,perasan),da larh pkai formal,panas,abe kasut punye psl buat rambot beta messy cam barongan, brpeluh2 plus im running LATE! geram2, mcm nk gunting jek strip tuu. So, off I go to Expo wif stupid heavy flyers & paperbags. Supposed to reach at 10:30 but ended up 15mins late.

Well, time lunch, dunno where to eat, tpt foodcourt & BK ramai org. ramai sgt smpai queue at BK & foodcourt trkluar entrance door. So, trpkse gi 7eleven.bought only beef burger & drink && curik2 masok ‘baby changing room’ to sit there & have my lunch(jijah’s idea).quite boring seh pt Expo, alone sitting there fer FOUR FCUKING DAYS, wait for ppl to buy the Directories. Boring sgt, ape lagi, calling2 larh wani & waneh pt ofis to waste time. rather than asik trtgk the time kn, rase cm SLOW banget gitu nk kol 6pm, nanti saket hati sendiri. After call wani & waneh, ade jek larh mangse2 calling seterusnye utk mengisi ruang hati yg kekosongan..like jijah,adeqnana,mummy,ex-pacar gue(secret),nizam & asri. expect fer a persons’ call but sadly get none from him for the four days. He thought I might be so damn bz there but if he sees how BORING nye aku ddk seorg diri mcm statue…….grrrr.. but well, im not expecting much from him lagi.rasenye he’s like fading away from me,hampir seminggu beb senyap! Bile I ask if he’s avoiding ke, he says no larh for wat wanna avoid, for no reasons. Mcm phm pulak si tua tu. da larh ehk, aku mls nk dgr alasan. Naseb da cm waneh pulak ehk. Ape larh naseb kte ehk waneh baboy. Org yg kte suke, uat cm ni pulak. ‘kita serupa…kita serupa…’ hahaa! thanks ehk passerby!

Oh yar, I got FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY story to tell korg2 sume.. bout the 2nd day in the exhibition! there’s tiz cleaner, dua org keep jln pass my booth wif penyapu masing2. den 1 of them approach me & cakap:

Cleaner 1: ‘kwn saya ingin brkenalan, boleh tak?’
Me: ‘kwn kamu yg mana?’
Cleaner1: ‘yg itu..’ (points at his fren)
Me: (dlm hati: mak oii!! Serious pe??! Muke pecah siol!!! Hahahahha!!)
Cleaner1:’jadi bole nggak?’
Me:’ermm,saya sudah ade boifren,jadi nggak boleh.nanti boifren saya jeles.’
Cleaner 1 pon jln pt kwn dier & tell him wat I say. igtkn da sudah larh kn, leh continue keje. Skali…..
Arrhh btw,meh aku explain skt orgnye cm mane ye.. muke cm yasin senario(mmg aku tk berkenan LANGSUNG dgn si yasin,meluat tgk dier), tapi lebih pecah skt arh, skali pandang leh npk arh feature cm org asli gitu,rambot straight cm rebonding, side parting,klau dari jauh shape rambot cm mangkok haircut(cm cite mrbean),orgnye pendek dari aku,kurus. Any takers?
Cleaner 2: ‘kami boleh berkenalan tak?’ (me:tk fhm2 ke org ni..klau cute cm security2 pt luar tkpe gak!)
Me: (senyum) maaf tk boleh, saya suda ada boifren, nanti dia mara,
Cleaner 2: ‘bole lah.. kita kenal2 gitu2 aja..kwn2.. awak tanya lah sama boifren awak bole tak kita kenal2 cuma kwn2..’
Me: ‘dia pasti mara tak kasi, dia jeles nanti. Tak bole….’
Cleaner 2: ‘bole lah,tanya sama dia,nanti aku dtg lagi..’(walk off)

so, aku nk gi lunch dier muncul sbelah & keep on asking & i keep on saying tkle.. continuously pas lunch smpai kol 6 pon dier keep tgk2 from far & jln2 pass my booth & waiting fer the ans. aku pon all the way eksyen2 bbual ngan pkck sbelah booth & other kwn2 from company laen or talk on the fone to avoid him. hahaa.. slamat…… den, there’s tiz cute & average looking security boy, ard my age arh, keep trsengih2 whenever he saw me for the whole four days.. he’s freaking cute wen he smiles! omg,tkle resist beta! den on Friday, i was walking pass Hall 6 where he’s stationed at, he stops me & says sumthing. aku ni dgr lagu pkai earpiece so tk dgr larh kn.. dier ngan his 2 other frens.. dorg da kacau2 arh tanye nk aku mintakkn num tk? But korg nk tahu ape? haha, he’s juz trying to kacau aku pagi2 buta.. dier stakat tanye, ‘nk gi mane?’ then I smiled & say.. ‘erm nk gi Hall 5’.. den he stared & give me a smile yg uat aku cm (dlm hati)‘huh?abe?like can I go now?’ after a few secs of smiling & staring, he JUZ SAYS, pegi larhh.. HAHAHAA! kuang aja btol.. sengaje kan kacau org tkde keje… well, he makes me trsengih & ketawa till I reach my booth… alamak, my fingers da penat ni.. mls pulak nk cite panjang2.. so to cut it short.. here’s some photos taken from mshidayah during her days at Expo. enjoy! :D

entry pass to exhibition hall.

asian trade press booth. i decorate hor.. haha!

cute mascots! any vacancies fer me??!! (psst..mly guys tau ni..)

&& there's sexy gerls too..

yg ni... first look,aku pikir MASCOT!! skali org negeri mane ntar!
hahahahaha!

fcuking love the people around me.

2009-06-14T19:23:00.006+08:00

sunday, as usual chill at home.. tmr jek da keje. boring banget gitu. i miss sch days wif nana,waneh & iyah.ketawe2 cm org giler pt class,after sch lepak2 sume. btol larh kan dorg ckp working life like..NO LIFE gitu. lucky got colleagues yg gerek & tk byk cinone.wakaka! well, reali enjoyed my day yesterday wif my fren, zul fadhli. he's a reali nice guy since the day we started contacting each other, 30th may, get to noe him secare tiba2 larh kans.. sometimes, trigt balek time mlm tu, makes me smile.. onli my dear nana andrew noe wat happens on dat nite.. :)

so, yesterday went to Lot 1 wif my mum,sis & cuzins. reached there ard 1+.. went to library to return books & off we go to Pizza Hut. its my treat oii.. ordered, pizzas, spicy drumlets, garlic bread, criss cross fries & pasta.. my stomach reali feels FAT. like a fat baboy.. hehehe, wen i finished my lunch, it was already 2+ goin' 3.. was supposed to meet zul at 2.. so, i rushed off first after settling the bills, leaving my family & cuzins to continue enjoying their meal. hee! then, nearly 4 met zul for the first time at toa payoh mrt to head off to orchard.. went to cineleisure, rent a room to watch dvds. wow!didnt noe there's such a place.. so we rented 2 dvds, cite 'quarantine & enchanted'.. kekeke, atlast get to watch enchanted sia.. hehehe, both movie was GOOD. thanks zul, for the treat! planned to bring my close cuzzies there one day larh.. :)

at 7:45pm, we left the room & went to far east plaza to help zul find a gift for his sis 19th bdae & also father's day gift. rounding punye rounding, he bought a dress for his sis & watch for his dad.. met his close fren faisal ard 9pm, to help him search a couple's t-shirt for his anniversary wif his gf. wahh, real hard sia to find at far east by dat time coz most shops were closed. then faisal asks zul to send me home first & 'patah alek far east to continue searching the shirt for him'.. & i was like, ooooohk... so we took 105 bus & he send me till j.e intrchge & haf to re-ride the 105 bus to go far east again.. kesian kamu.. so yaya reached home at 10+, shocked & delighted to see my aunts & uncles & cuzzies were there.. ate few spoons of nasi goreng which mummy bought at west coast.shared my day wif my cuzzies.. & after dat shared the bapok's recording & video 'dicabuli' yg kekek giler to ayuni who havent came across it.. hehe,real funny wen she doesnt want to see the video coz igt its real.. padahal video klakar.. woohooo! well, ended up my day yesterday wif a real big smile on the face.. weeeeee! :)

[i wonder if u ppl haf came across tiz: a guy who would give his gf, a total of 11 diff gifts for every month anniversary? hmmm.... well, faisal was the onli one i guess.. ur opinion gfs??]

so,here's the pic we took! aku tembam seh. -_-

slagi blom tutop mata,asik keje,keje,keje.

2009-06-12T17:15:00.015+08:00

good evening all!! guess wat?
aku lmbat lagi smpai keje nari!!!
arggghhh, kene deduct $4 coz im 10mins LATE.
da lmbat siap satu hal,bus pulak lmbat.
it was suppose to reach my bus stop at
8:45,but it came 8:55 instead!damn it!
bus dtg lmbat tkpe,dtg pulak 187 transit,
yg lamer giler nye type.
i hate TRANSIT buses!!arhh, part ni lagi gerek.
da TRANSIT,drive lembab!da lembab tkpe,bau CAT siol!
i can suffocate & die there i tell u!damn it!
ape larh naseb aku nari.

as usual,smpai office,rest jap since btol nye walkathon
kejar timing. haf sum drinks,do my work,update2 blog ckit,
waste2 time.heee.today,i felt really hungry,
tk sabar nk lunch seh.perot da biseng,
starting to haf stomach pains. my lunch??
aaarggh!fav part ayam aku jatuh pt floor!!tk dpt mkn seh.
enjoy lunch onli wif waneh & nurul in the conference room.
mendak seh wani tk join coz settle probs wif her bf.
ard 4+ si mama polly gave us twisties.
someone STOLE my lil twisties & gobble it up.
LIKE A HUNGRY PIG.wakaka!
after dat,help si waneh baboy tolak trolley,da mcm org
delivery siol.haha!da gitu tkpe,
kene panggil mkck trolley ngan si zul fadhli.
mcm siak!hahaha!thanks ehk u.. :D
PS: IM SOOO LOOKING FORWARD FOR TMR!!
weeeeeeeee..yabedabedooo!! scooby dooby doooo!!

buzzing off, yaya grinchie

story for today.

2009-06-11T12:35:00.008+08:00

msperfectly-imperfect.

happily camwhoring dehh.

caaaaaaaak!heheh, atlast found the rite time to blog.so damn tired seh yesterday.
igtkn smpai ruma jek,finish up watever i gotta do & straightaway update my blog.at last....
ended up sleeping by the time i reach home,wif my earpiece still stuck in my ears,wif LOUD music, bag, messy hairs & eyeliners.

&& yes, to be continued after lunch kays. heee.

scribbled at 1:06pm

today in office, not dat much job to do.ppl bz working,blogging, im far too bz wif my picha editing.
hehee! no mood to work dehh.penat smlm tk hilang2 nggak tahu knapa sih.
so far i onli edit two pichas.the one above & another below.
well,pic yg bwh not dat new larh,taken few mths back.editing juz for the fun of it.
well,for now im gonna edit using picnik.com.
i do WISH there's some1 to teach me how to use photoshop. hmpf.
after lunch,went to smoking lobby wif gfs & we talked & talked non-stop hits.
bual punye bual, tgk jam da kol 2:35.obviously exceeded 35mins.keep it up ehk!
proceed to toilet wif wani,waneh & met kj the crocky there.
started to get the idea of try carrying waneh!
well, i started giving her piggybacks from toilet to center of the office.
take note: its quite far arh, i mean, carrying load lagi kan.
phewww! penat btol,smpai tkle brnafas gitu.awww,my back hurts!
waneh,picet aku & i'll kiss u & will stay wif u tonite.
mcm phm!! but u noe wat? i fcking LOVE you! hehee! *hugs&kishes*

ps: mshidayaaah' miss someone.

so,here's the outcome of the pic which i've edited.nice? :)

minutes at work.

2009-06-10T00:21:00.008+08:00

fuuhh!! at last hidayah created a blog of HER own! well,was relieved wen everyting was almost done now! big thanks to nana andrew,wani gaga, lil julz, hui lee & adeq nana for helping me out in tiz whole thingy! tanpa peminat,sape larh saye... cehhh cm phm!

today was quite mendak arh pt keje..my close fren waneh the baboy tk dtg! aww, i mish her to the core! she's the one who could make me laugh real hard tau.. bole pecah perot! so,boring2 coz sister lurp aku tk dtg keje,ape lagi,create blog larh kans.. yg si mama polly tk abes2 jln blkg aku, sengaje nk tgk screen comp. sebok jek!.. asri called today,mls nk lyn..so mintak tlg wani gaga bbual ngan dier..member mengamok tk tentu psl bile wani trckp 'relationship' instead of 'frenship' btwn me & my new fren zul..

to zul: im sorie coz trdrag u skali in tiz matter.. i reali feel bad seh.. thanks fer being my fren & always be there for me! watever happens, dont listen to wat he says okeh? sayang kwn baru aku... ZUL FADHLI.. :D

to waneh m1sfit:waneh, laen kali set bomb sbelah kau k,biar tk bgn lmbat gi keje! tu larh maen LAPTOP lagi mlm2 buta!!

Here's a photosnap of waneh & me when we go CRAZY dat nite.
credits to nana juliana :)

signing off, mshidayaaaah'